Pre-spring post

Today everybody talks about the last day of the winter.
Mussya is especially passionate today in the way of showing her emotions (nearly has broken my nose).
Spring is in the air and our hearts and so on~

Есть люди с особо чувствительной кожей –
их лучше не трогать. Они не похожи
на всех остальных. Они носят перчатки,
скрывая на коже следы-отпечатки
лилового цвета от чьих-нибудь пальцев,
бесцеремонных в иной ситуации.
Они опасаются солнца в зените.
Обычно, надев толстый вязаный свитер,
выходят из дома по лунной дорожке
пройтись; и не любят, когда понарошку,
когда просто так, не всерьез, не надолго.
Болезненно чувствуют взгляды-иголки
и крошево слов. Они прячут обиду
в глубины глубин, но по внешнему виду
спокойны они, как застывшая глина,
лишь губы поджаты и паузы длинны.
Они уязвимы, они интересны;
и будьте чутки и внимательны, если
вы их приручили: они не похожи
на всех остальных – они чувствуют кожей.

Милорад Павич

Wasting time

I have been spending some time today at Andre Michelle's website. It must have been 'homework' day today, haha :D
I'm not a 'coder', web/game-designer and so on but I loved his works in Flash.
Sound-games
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/tonematrix
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/karplus-strong-guitar
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/tonewheels
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/color-traces
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/wavepole-synthesizer
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/playing-with-pulse-harmonics
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/kalimba
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/cell-talk
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/pulsate

Visual games (weird but I like)
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/instable-connections
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/camera-freeze
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/cell-talk
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/lego-bricks
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/sphere

Remix of ancient arcade Moonpatrol :D
http://lab.andre-michelle.com/moonpatrol

Fun

I just try to imagine my Chinese teacher's eyes when I tell him I apply for study in Qufu tomorrow :D
Something like this Σ(ﾟДﾟ)

Bla-bla-bla :)
I'm very disappointed with myself, my attitudes, my public image and everything I have done. So disappointed with the fact I was born such a sophisticated person.
I hate myself crying.
I just must reconsider everything. And again find myself an awful person and stay alone, caring not to worry anyone. That just seems my fixed idea not to worry anyone so I become madly aggressive when someone cares about me. Crazy unsocial Nataly.
I just need to sleep enough :)

Present for Masha ~ Embroidering

It must be a bit curious for someone who doesn't go in for embroidering :)
I tried to take the pictures of the embroidering process of the giant picture I have ever made (and have ever been given as a gift) but then I gave it up as I hadn't good camera with myself.


From left to right

Done

And done in frame (presentable version)

Deep breath before 'death'

The holidays are coming to the end. *sighing*

This January was full of new impressions. I've spent some nights with very memorable people and learnt lots of interesting and useful things for me.
Thanks to Nummi and 9. Tom, you make me laughing and feeling old good Shurf, not Insane Fish Breeder :)
Thanks to Yulia, shocking artist :D I would hardly ever forget your French classes with "Называй меня maitresse!". Thanks to her, in reality, I've learnt the way of the vegan seduction and she lost her vegan way because of me. I feel as a demon, gosh.
Thanks two other people, who didn't want to be noticed in my blog :) You both have lovely barrel-shaped cats.
Thanks to Maria 'Goddess' that she came to Tyumen for 5 days. I'm really glad she liked my gift for her (I would die ( = be in deep depression) if she didn't).
Thanks to Nickolay and Venera for accompanying me in spending my money. I had that 'generous Rockefeller' mood and couldn't buy anything for myself.
Thanks to yes-I-remember-it-is-not-my-guitar-for-ever that rapes my fingers and makes me happy ( don't try to find any bonds between these two actions :) ).

I felt regret for almost 1000 times for cutting my hair even though I was so happy with it in the beginning. I've got the nicknames now as 'asian hustler', 'girly boy' and 'shaggy puppy', loool.
Though I still love my back of the head.

I hope to get over this term without any serious troubles as in the previous one. I'm so willing the summer to begin then I'll likely meet Kirill, Nastya, Ksyusha, Katya, Polina and other former gymnasists. I miss them all very much.

And now, hello Macroeconomics, essay and tasks.